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It's the little things that matter

by Paul Mavrakos Jr

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Connor Murphy I can feel this music. I believe it. It's real and raw and present. Favorite track: Sailboat Drawing on a Coffee Table.
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Sail That ship the water And float off onto the sea Don't leave me behind tonight Cause you don't want to believe But sail your ship in the water Sail your ship in the water Don't sail sail that ship on the seafloor Cause I can't see you anymore Don't sail that ship on the seafloor Cause I can't feel you anymore Don't leave me behind cause I don't wanna see a better world then this Don't leave me behind cause I don't wanna see a better world then this
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Where'd you go I don't see you around no more Where were you last December Who are you now I'm very curious about the lines on your face They make me wonder what made you change I don't see you around no more My ears are ringing with a storm You're nothing but a shadow Now you are disguise for the darkness in my eye Leaving is the best thing you could've done showed me a lot about my life I know you don't like us and that's alright you're such an enigma all the time Everything I see is nothing but resentment in your eyes I don't see you around no more My ears are ringer with a storm I miss your face I miss the freckles on your skin I miss the smile you'd give me on Sunday And I don't see you no more
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Now every time you see him there dead blank stare well he's been burning And every time you see him dead on the floor in your dreams he's no more he's been snorting He's almost there give it an hour or two and that dream will come true Yeah he's been there with nothing to do but watch and let it go no purpose Now I see him he's been dying on the surface Trying to find a purpose outta things that have no purpose He's been dying on the inside every single day Fucking up on almost every thing he says He's been smoking for so long that it's a habit Hard to kill the elephant when he's trying to forget it Monkey on is back has been nothing but a problem Too bad that he's fucked and he'll never get it off him He's been trying to forget all the mistakes he made But it's hard when the sickness is etched in your brain addiction is nothing but a problem to the family and fiends who wanna get it off him fuck him I don't need him I have myself and I His fucking sickness does not comply to my mind stake I say stay on your own cause your the only one you got from this point on Yeah he's been burning ,burning, he's been burning he's been burning on the edge of this melody
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Sad Shit 02:11
Break the door down Everyone in the house is going crazy Rip my lungs out I can scream only for a little while Before I die, Before I die I'll kill myself put the bad memories away I'll Rip my lungs out and give it to you you take my breath away For awhile, Only for a little while I wonder what heavens like when everyone's fucked up and so are you I'll know for a little while when I die and everyone dances on my grave Leave me in the ground and I'll stay everyones gonna die some day anyways Put my make up on real nice make everyone ethnic I was never depressed and dead Have another off day keep going through life like everything's okay Only for a little while till I take my breath away And you'll die, and you'll die soon enough with me Yeah I'm fine I'm perfectly fine I said I'm fine I'm fine
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Do you think my family would be ashamed if I decided to die in this hole My friend have always laughed so what would change the fact if I wasn't here anymore So kill me please I can't do this anymore So kill me please I can't do it on my own I'd die tonight If I Could see the light I'd die tonight If I could see my light Give me on more shot and I'll make it Push me through the dark to take it Let me be everything I need to be Let me feel your love one more time kiss me on the mouth and I'll lie right in your arms again You're the only thing that makes me smile anymore So kiss me please and make me put it away Make me live tonight so you can be my light Make me live tonight so you can be my light Give me on more shot and I'll make it Push me through the dark to take it Let me be everything I need to be Let me feel your love one more time kiss me on the mouth and I'll die right in your arms again Give me on more shot and I'll make it Push me through the dark to take it Let me be everything I need to be Let me feel your love one more time kiss me on the mouth and I'll lie right in your arms again
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Old & Gray 03:06
Even when I'm old and gray I'll still find my way back to you some day I Hope I make it Sitting waiting aimlessly Watching stars and counting sheep that's life So sit back there watch and see Faithfulness has always been fine to me I'll sit back here with pen in hand writing the words down and turning the gears inside my head Wrinkles deep and gray hair too nothing could ever stop me from loving you You're stuck with me Well spend ours I've creating scenes watching the stars move through the sky with me So sit back there watch and see Faithfulness has always been fine to me I'll sit back here with pen in hand writing the words down and turning the gears inside my head
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Sleep well on Sunday morning Wake up and I find you calling Everyday to see if you see me tonight I see you every morning see your eyes and watch them wake Sleep next to me I don't wanna see a better world then this I don't wanna see a better world then this Every single song I write to you will make your eyes tear up when I sing them Make you cry in a way that won't eventually kill you Stay here every morning I'll find the time to keep us going everyday I don't wanna see a better world then this

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This album has been a work in progress for almost a year and I'm proud to have finally recorded this being all my own original work

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released September 27, 2016

Engineered and Mixed by James Knoerl
Mastered by James Knoerl
Produced by Paul Mavrakos Jr

Albums art by Alyssa Schadhauser

Guitar/ vocals- Paul Mavrakos Jr
Shakers, bells, drums- James Knoerl

Thanks to so many people for making this albums a reality, with out making this too long I'd like to thank Jay Mavrakos, Shelly Mavrakos, Shane Raby, Mike Mavrakos, Amanda Mavrakos, Jason Hebert, and Patricia Ryan for helping me not be broke and homeless. I'd like to thank My Girlfriend Shayna Pazyra for literaly being my rock in one of the toughest times of my life. I'd like to thank James Knoerl for making recording this fun and more amazing then I ever could've imagined. And thanks to everyone who's ever supported me and my music.

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Paul Mavrakos Jr Peabody, Massachusetts

Sad 19 year old beer belly song writer

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